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Tuesday, February 1, 2022

Heartless actions?

So today I spent the day on the verge of crying you know the kind just enough to moisten the eyes but not flow over the lids. Why? Something trivial to some I'm sure. I have made a few new friends while gaming that I have begun looking at as family and possible life long friends for what remains of my life whatever amount of time that is. Until last night that is. Someone said and did something that at the time I thought I could blow off, Simple enough right? They aren't someone I have physically met and our only interactions are online gaming and they aren't the ones I come to play with anyways. However I had begun to feel that I would be able to just blow it off that is until I went to sleep last night, apparently not according to my dreams last and and this urge to cry today apparently. 

Now although I enjoy not only gaming but laughing with and talking to my new friends I've spent the day really debating if I want to continue playing a game I love that my son says I'm addicted to because I don't want to cross this person's path again because if they can be that rude and disrespectful to my feelings once they will do it again. I can't fathom why they would be this way with me. I try not to say anything that may offend anyone and if I do I would hope that those whom I chose to bring into my life are respectful and mature enough to tell me if I do so.

And that's today's post.